Agile's Journals

Aiden

Oktober 26 me and Bunny went to see Aiden at Brewhouse in Gothenburg, Sweden.

Sign was playing before Aiden, and they were over my expectations acctually, I thought they sucked before.

It was kinda fail, since there was only like 55 persons there! (not kidding)

Aiden seemed kinda dissappointed at us, which they had a reason for. Our "moshpit" was an epic fail HAHA

still, Aiden put out a good show, not as good as the one in stockholm in april, but it was definetly more than ok.

They did a Bright Eyes cover - which I chaught on my camera!

Pics and vids are comming.

Absent.

I know i'ven't been online for some time...

U missed me?

U probably didn't even notice i was gone, well, what am i supposed to answer to that?

To the blue balloon guy - FUCK YOU!

I had fun today. Me, Anna and Caroline went into the city to loo for princessy things ^^

(Red Bull + exitement = YAY) so we were kinda high on sugar haha

Anyway on the ferry home we blew up some balloons (blue ones ofc). but then we remembered that we had to take the bikes home and that it'd be hard to ride with the ballons... So random as I was I asked a dude standing in my way (when we got off the ferry) if he'd like to have my blue balloon and he was like "Naahh, I don't want it"... Stupid rude boy! dare to say no to a blue balloon, I mean balloons ARE happyness itself somtimes, especially if they're red or blue.

You'd take my balloon, right?

This is my drug as well as my cure

I am so looking forward to the Kill Hannah show august 6, though I even more wannt august 26 to come FAST, that's when Aiden's gonna play here (gbg, swe). I saw them last time they were here (YAY Kill Hannah AND Aiden the same night!). Truly amazing *me being all nstalgic*

i've been looking so long at these pictures of you
that i almost believe that they're real
i've been living so long with my pictures of you
that i almost believe that the pictures are
all i can feel

remembering
you standing quiet in the rain
as i ran to your heart to be near
and we kissed as the sky fell in
holding you close
how i always held close in your fear
remembering
you running soft through the night
you were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
and screamed at the make-believe
screamed at the sky
and you finally found all your courage
to let it all go

remembering
you fallen into my arms
crying for the death of your heart
you were stone white
so delicate
lost in the cold
you were always so lost in the dark
remembering
you how you used to be
slow drowned
you were angels
so much more than everything
hold for the last time then slip away quietly
open my eyes
but i never see anything

if only i'd thought of the right words
i could have held on to your heart
if only i'd thought of the right words
i wouldn't be breaking apart
all my pictures of you

looking so long at these pictures of you
but i never hold on to your heart
looking so long for the words to be true
but always just breaking apart
my pictures of you

there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more
than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more
than to never feel the breaking apart
all my pictures of you

That is the AMAZING lyrics to a song called "Pictures of You" by The Cure. Love it! It's one of the best song ever made, if you ask me. A MASTERPIECE, that's what it is!

Though I know next to nothing about The Cure as a band (I don't know much more than that the singer's name is Robert Smith and that they were formed in the mid '70's haha), I kinda figure them as some kind of role models...

Anyway this song is constantly on my mind, always and froever...

Tomorrow....

School starts tomorrow... I really don't wanna go back there, it's horrible!

The only thing I can do to cheer myself up right now is to remember that tomorrow night is gonna be kickass, or at least i hope so. We'll be going to 1200 Kvadrat to watch Exhale, M:40 and Grace.Will.Fall...

so if i survive the day, you'll see me there!

....

Yeah, I know, I sux at posting journals....

Last night me and Maj went down to the harbour to blow soap buubbles at ppl ^^ (we tend to do that pretty often)

Blowing bubbles are simply the most fun thing to do haha

Me and Bunny will probably be going to Slottskogen tomorrow, to watch the world championchip in slalom skateboard, and to watch some bands play. Are you going? let me know and we can meet :)

Btw... I am really looking forward to Kill Hannah in October, it's just stupid that the time won't go any faster

written 27/6 about 26/6

Me and LinnÃ©a went to West Coast Riot (a punk festival in sweden) where we met Judith and Tilda. It was a nice day (at least it didn't rain). First we saw Comeback Kid, and I think I'm really starting to like them. They put out an awesome show. Then we went looking at all the things that we had no money to buy, though I did buy a skirt and a The Used tee. we watched some bands play, while wating for Neverstore, and we went to the Brother Grimes Side Show tenet. It was like nothing I had ever seen before and I was really amazed.

Then, finally, it was up to Neverstore. I now have seen them 5 times, so I have som other Neverstore-shows to compare to, and this must have been at the bottom of my list. You see they had this strange line-up, almost only songs from the new cd. And the crow were... yeah, plainly weird, no one cared to show any respect to anybody and the preassure was just outstanding. I mean, it was hard to breathe and impossible to move.

And then The Used came, the band that we had been waiting for the most all day. They were 10 mins late, which meant they were going to play a little shorter. Sure, the pressure were still there, but now you could at least move your arms and jump. They only played 9 songs! Way to short! But they were good, they could have been better, but they were very good, and I gotta point out that the light show was rarely awesome. Haha while playing A Box Of Sharp Objects we all sang along (as we did during the other songs), and when it came to the "what a beautiful THING!!!" part i tried to scream and th guy nex to me stared at me and asked his friend "How can that little girl sound like that?". I stared back at him (angry) and he just looked down at his feet and then he moved away from us LOL

And, right, sorry to the guy whos feet I jumped on a several of times during The Used... Hope you didn't mind...

To Sum up: it was really worth the money. that was a great day ^^

I'll post photos and som videos soon

30/5 silverstein

(hehe we were those ppl who blew soap bubbles and played cards, if someone saw us)

i'll post videos and photos soon

(shame on me for not posting a journal about Aiden or HerBrightSkis/Flood Of Red/ Sparkle Of Hope)

1/5/08

i was in Marstrand today to celebrate my grandfathers birthday

The funny thing is that everyone just seems to LOVE my umbrella, its a black kinda outstanding umbrella cause of the red (fake) roses that are sewed onto it ^^ yeah it's lovley!

The thing is that on the ferry, that you have to go with to get to Marstrand, there was a lady who asked for a pic of me and my umbrella, actually she only asked for a pic of it, not me.... Anyway... and while going towards the appartment (which is like less than 5 mins from the ferry) there is this other lady taking a pic of me, she probably didn't understand that i was noticing it... im paying alot of atention while wlaking, but i never seem to remember what way to go if i haven't went that way ALOT of times before, wonder why i got such a bad sence of location...?

that was pretty much it for this time...

to put a moral to this: "everyone loves a umbrella with red (fake) roses sewed onto it all around the edges" :)

YAY! purple hair

like a week ago, i got some parts of my hair purple ^^ and i'm really happy with it :)

I'd post a pic, but my camera ran out of battery and i forgot to charge it, so..... maybe i'll post one later....

anyway, it's only 1 week left to Aiden

plus we ordered tickets to HerBrightSkies in may, so now i'm all up in a piece of heaven, see ya!